Just another fairy tale...

Two words... Swan Princess...

Prince Derek and Princess Odette grew up together. They fell in love like Princes and Princesses are supposed to do. However, when Odette asked Derek what he loved about her more than her beauty he replies "What else is there?". This statement doesn't shock me at all. People put so much into appearence and physical beauty that they lose the importance of connecting on a different level, even if that connection is there all along. Now, hopefully it doesn't take every woman getting turned into a swan for men to realize that the emotional connection was always there, but it does sometimes seem like a constant struggle between two worlds... There needs to be a happy medium. You can't choose between the swan and the princess. It is a package deal.

I feel like every aspect of my life is in that grey area. I think that it feels like that for everyone my age. I don't know what I am doing or if I am doing it right. I would like to think that everything that I am doing will build towards my future, but I doubt that is realistic. I know that a lot of the things right now wont matter later in life, and I know that some of the things that I currently take foregranted will turn out to be the most important things in my life. They will be my world. I just wish that I could have a little help sorting it all out. I wish that I had a little more say in my future than I currently have but I believe in fate, chance, love, and just enough free will to turn Lord Rothbart down night after night waiting for my Prince Derek to come to his senses and figure out the clues to come and rescue me.

For longer than forever I will hold you in my heart as if we are together though we're far apart.